Friday 13th Dark Moon Ritual
Why it can be painful to take full responsibility for our lives and how Avalon can initiate us into Sovereignty
Release Ritual & study session about personal sovereignty and the call to Avalon. Friday 13th, 4pm UK time (17:00 CET), free online event:
The replay will be available as well for everyone who registers, I will send out preparation and post-care messages.
This is a gathering and guided ritual, held by me for us all, for free. Its partly service to devotion, a talk about my passion of us all to remember our sovereign beings, and to hold each others hands while we step through the fire of transformation individually.
It has been (and still is) a heavy week, not only for me personally but for close friends and family alike. The astrology couldn´t be more spot on, with various planetary aspects, a waning moon, leading up to a solar eclipse new moon on Saturday. In the time of nature´s “descent” into winter and Samhain (Halloween), not without a reason known as the season of the witch.
What does this mean for us here on planet earth?
It is an invitation to face darkness.
Which comes in the form of:
The Unknown. The Unpleasant. The Shadows. The Challenges. The Pain. The Letting Go. The Dying Leaves. The Illusions.
Which al are, in their essence:
The place of Transformation.
The origin of Hope.
The core of Truth.
The Heart of Love.
Personal Power - Sovereignty - comes with Pain.
Why? Because we have been taught to outsource our power, give away responsibility, avoid the inner world, hurt, shame and fears at all costs to seek external rewards, instant gratification and live the picture perfect life.
Nothing against a picture perfect life but when it is not met with a stable inner world, the pain of personal power hits us deep.
As soon as one building block in our external falls away - be it through a person, life circumstances, a job, a water damage in our dream home, or any other so-called (in tarot) Tower Moment, the illusion crumbles and we are left with a crucial choice:
To build it all up again and hope it never happens again OR to take responsibility for our lives in our own hands and face the rotten foundations that we have tried to ignore.
This is a call to everyone who is done with ignoring the lessons.
This is for the ones ready and willing to brace themselves and feel the pain.
Not to indulge in it or become a victim of circumstance, nor a hero nor a perpetrator. but to step out of this toxic triangle and and finally own all parts of yourself.
To hold yourself whilst you hit rock bottom and prepare to rise from your ashes. Yes transformation is often painful, so is hitting your head against a wall that wont go away. The latter can cause long term damage to your soul, the first one will be more intense but is the gateway to a life lived in soverignty, truth, purpose and contentment.
Look at it like a plaster: you can rip it off in one go, risk some hairs might come out with it and cause a sharp but short pain.
Or you tuck at it for ages, leaving yourself exhausted by the constant dim pain that lingers PLUS the annoyance at yourself for not being brave enough to JUST DO IT NOW.
I am not saying, when you go through the fire of transformation it is done forever. Nor am I saying you will never have to face pain again.
What I am saying is, that you are building resilience. And find faith. In yourself. Once you found your inner compass, nothing in the external can lead you astray.
The dedication and devotion needed to finding it, this honest voice within, can take practice and repeated effort, external compromises and internal work. It might not be easy but it is rewarding.
What is the reward, you might think?
The changing of a culture, laying a foundation for future generations to build upon. Your immediate community having an inspiration to inhale hope from, a ray of courage for others during darker times. Genuine Connections. Authentic Love, integral relationships.
Challenges will still present themselves in life, but when your foundations are true within, you will have the support from yourself and others to hold you through it. Because one fear will go: that something happens because of you. Or the gnawing thought of “if I would have only done more” or the “what if this, what of that´s” This is a fear that dies when we remember our sovereignty.
You have the choice, to stay in the Truman Show or enter the Real World.
When Neo left the Matrix he had to face crazy monsters and a reality not easy to digest. Many would chose to go back.
What do you choose?
What does the Call to Avalon have to do with this?
When we hear the Calling to Avalon, ourselves or any longing that requires us to leave our well built life and start anew or take a step into a new direction, it comes from the depth of our heart.
Our sovereign heart.
In Irish and Welsh Mythology you find a deity, a goddess at times, who almost got forgotten but couldn´t be erased out of the stories, literature and folk tales.
She is surfacing now, raising her voice and stirring the cauldron of our innermost desires. She is
THE LADY SOVEREIGNTY
In essence mother nature, the bestower of life and creatrix of rulers. The challenger of knights and queen to kings.
She is the goddess that lives in us all.
And in the mirroring waters of Avalon she still can be seen in her reflections as Morgan Le Fey, Guinevere, Nimue and the personifications of the loathly lady, the grail maiden and the damsels of the wells.
The women in Arthurian legend are disguised but time has failed to conceal their ancient origin completely.
This is why the call to Avalon serves as a potent initiation into sovereignty. A life lived freely, enchanted by your own magic.
If you have the willpower and courage to embark on to the journey through the mists.
Check this out, if it resonates and join me tomorrow when I lift the veil for us to peak into our personal power and lead a release ritual under the dark moon, to transmute what has been holding us back and clear the path to our subconscious.
Because really, the waters surrounding the fortunate island of healing and rebirth, are the unconscious ocean of our soul.
Registered ✨